Murderer

Since I have had soo much stuff going on... it's time for another old dream.... As you can tell there was a long period where I just didn't have the time... or maybe the want to record my dreams.... I've had a couple lately, nothing that I can really write down in words since its all feelings so far... lets hope we have something new soon huh?

This is from last year, on the 7th of October, 2010


I was sitting in my room talking to someone who looked like HT. We were just talking when there was a loud thump on my door. For some reason, I knew I shouldn't open the door. Something was off about it. I could see a man through my window and he kept knocking on the door, then the windows, loudly. It felt like he was trying to break in or he was angry about something. He kept hitting the door again and again and again. He was started to scare me so I handed HT one of the swords in my room, unsheathing it and showing him it. I picked up my bayonette and watched the door. I could feel the wood wanting to give way as the man hit the door again and again, louder and louder until the door swung open and I swung my sword. I cut the man's hand, I could hear him swear under his breath as the door came to a stop, wide open. He was holding a gun and pointing it at me. HT lunged at the guy and tackled him onto the front porch, the gun dropping form his hand. I walked over and picked up the gun and I shot the guy in the head. I shot him again and again and again and I couldn't stop, I wasn't sure why. Ht came over and took the gun away from me, telling me it was okay. There was blood everywhere, I could hear the man groaning and I wanted to shoot him again to put him out of his misery. I could see bits of his brain where the bullet had gone through his skull. I suddenly had this strange sinking feeling. I watched him and noticed  he was looking up above me, he looked scared. I turned and above the house, hanging in a tree was a woman in a white wedding dress. She was hanging there, her skin pale and dead. The wedding dress flapped in the wind then flew off and landed on top of me. I struggled to get out of it, wanting to rip it off me.

When it finally came off I found myself sitting on a train. My friend is next to me talking to me, and then talking to the spot opposite me where a person was suppose to be, but there was nothign there. She told me it was rude not to talk to our friend sitting there, even though I couldn't see anyone. She kept saying you see her right? So I started talking to the spot too and slowly a girl faded into the scene. She was wearing a pink shirt and white shorts, thats all I could remember of her. SHe was talking to both of us for a bit, and the she looked at me.. or right through me and said "we have to trade now". I didn't understand what she meant, but I looked around the train and I noticed.. people seeemd to be swapping bodies. I could see it in their eyes. Then I looked and realised I was looking at myself. I looked down and I was wearing a pink shirt and a white shorts. I didn't understand how it had happened. The other me.. or my body started to say something when HT came up... only he was in a different body. He sat down next to me, putting his arm across my shoulder and said "it's just starting". then I woke up to my alarm